OCTOBER!

THURS 10.21.25

Song: National Park Theme (Piano Cover) - LotusFlower

I am looking at my october to-do list and I can't believe I gave myself so many things to do with 1. how busy this month has been and 2. knowing this was going to be a busy month. Whatever they can rollover into november. WHAT HAVE I BEEN UP TO? Well I got married. I guess most of the busy-ness revolves around that. But it was all very fun. read more

GAMES UPDATE

THURS 09.18.25

Song: Sextape - Deftones

The main project I have been working on this past week is starting to kind of come to fruition! Originally my virtual tarot game has been hosted on itch.io, which 1. I would like to move away from considering what's ~going on~ over there lately, 2. was kind of jankily converted to browser compatibility since love2d doesn't have a direct way to do so (skill issue on my end lol), and which brings me to 3. I want to properly learn javascript so I can just directly make browser apps/games. read more

HOT AI CHAT ASSISTANTS IN YOUR AREA!!!

THURS 8.28.25

Song: Bad Habit - Steve Lacy

I am currently applying to a ton of jobs (anybody hiring?...) and oh my god... the agony... the worst thing about job hunting in our unholy year 2025 is not the typing out my work experience over and over despite just uploading my resume or the super redundant personality quizes or having to make a new account for EVERY WEBSITE to send an application... its the pop ups holy shit. read more

nostyle.css

THURS 8.14.25

Song: Goodbye to a World - Porter Robinson

I've been going over my style.css to clean it up a bit and organize my site... man its a little all over the place. I made the mistake of doing inline styling for "just a few sections" and now there's random styling everywhere and no consistency!!! This is a disaster!!!!! But I am just going to have to leave this mess for future me to handle. Sorry!!! read more

JAR OF EGGS

WED 8.13.25

Song: Everyone Knows - Cafune

We had an assassin bug roommate (she was evicted to outside because she started crawling around where my son plays) BUT... she laid some eggs on the window, which I have taken and put in a little jar. I think I have had them for 3 days now? and the eggs seem to be growing / bulging out a little. I can't wait to see the tiny baby assassin bug nymphs. I think assassin bugs have quickly become my favorite bug! Every now and then one breaks in and just chills by the window and snacks on a fly if there is one. Also... they look so cool. The ones we get are pale green assassin bugs. read more

PRINT HELLO WORLD

TUES 8.12.25

Song: Call For Help - Pearly Drops

I will worry about making this journal section a little prettier later, but for now, I think I need to just write what I want to so there's something here. I am so bad about idealizing how something should look to the point I won't start it - which in my opinion is the most frustrating thing about myself that I want to change!!! I can't even count how many projects are in the liminal "when I'm good enough to make it" bin. Or even worse - the "this didn't get the response I hoped for so let's delete it" pile... read more